HOW I LOST MY VIRGINIT*Y & EVENTUALLY BECAME TRAPPED IN AN EMOTIONALLY ABUSIV*E RELATIONSHIP_ Evng Princess Jemaimah

 HOW I LOST MY VIRGINIT*Y & EVENTUALLY BECAME TRAPPED IN AN EMOTIONALLY ABUSIV*E RELATIONSHIP!

You see, my mum had this practice of checking my V to be always sure I was still intact while growing up. As a growing girl, I had this particular flowery pant I loved so much. I would wear it for many days without even washing it. One day, I urinate*d & part of the urin*e splashed on the pan*t. By evening, my upper thigh had bruised so I had to limp home from the playing ground. When my mum saw me limping, she felt something had gone wrong and immediately rushed me into the house to check if my V was still intact.

You see, some us didn't keep our virginit*y because we loved GOD, we did it because we were afraid of what Mum would do to us if anything went wrong. Some of us went through teenage years telling boys that they can play with other parts but they should avoid the lower champers because we were virgin*s (virginity without purity).

By the time I entered my twenties, I had given my life to JESUS. I now updated my vision for my virginit*y. I told myself that it would be a special gift that I will give to my husband on our wedding night.

Few years down the line I fell in love. Everything was moving so fast, few months into the relationship, he told me he wanted to come & see my parents. I had prayed & was so certain it was GOD'S Will but my parents said “NO” to his marriage proposal. I was deeply hurt, it was at this point that the devil convinced me to hurt GOD back by throwing away my pride & I gave in.

Sexua*l immorality is a breaker of the edge, it's a scatterer! It was after the whole se*x thing that we began to experience endless issues. This guy will yell at me, call me nast*y names, whenever we got to talk I would end up feeling stupi*d and worthles*s. He was almost graduating into the point of physically hittin*g me before I walked out of the relationship.

Walking away was not easy! As a matter of fact, I kept walking away and walking back in for sometime. I knew I would never have joy in marriage if I married him but I wanted to marry him because I gave him my VIRGINIT*Y!

Sis is this your current situation right now? Why are you in that abusiv*e relationship? You would rather remain with an abuse*r than come out in faith & allow GOD to give you someone better? There's no good reason for remaining in a toxi*c relationship, come out! You deserve better and you will receive it! It may not be easy at the initial stage but it's just a matter of time and you will be totally fine. Today, I'm married to my best friend, a good man. A man that loves me just like JESUS loves the church!

I pray for you, you will not make mistake in marriage in JESUS name, amen!

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